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By Stephanie MacDonald
April 29th 2004

I feel hollow

Almost dead inside

I look around me

I see what I missed

There’s nothing wrong

Just feel bad

Don’t want to talk

Don’t want to eat

Want to crawl up

In a big black hole

Wish I could hide

Deep down inside

Never to return

Never to cry

Not afraid to die

Wish I could fly

Far away

Away from my pain

That I feel everyday

Away from bad memories

Away from myself

Sometimes I cry

‘Cause I want to die

To be free from my anguish

And to be happy again

No more depression

No more pain

No more memories

For me to go through

So quiet, so sad

So alone, not glad

Why is this feeling

Hurting so bad

I just want to sleep

And never wake up

So that I can be

Free from these thoughts

Why do I hurt?

Why do I cry?

Why am I sad?

Why am I dead?

 

“Why do we close our eyes when we; kiss, dream, and sleep? Because the most beautiful things in life are better seen with our eyes shut"